I just feel like I hit a wall in my technical progress; lowered motivation, technique remaining stagnant etc. Moreover I just miss performing like how I did during December last year. It was just so meaningful, I learned so much and I gained more friends. I really miss that time. Yes I just performed on Monday with the Brass Band but it just didn't feel the same and I don't know why. It's something I can't really put my finger on. But anyway, in my mind I just visualise that this is the period when I'm scaling up the wall so I really need to put my back into it, push my limits and practice my way to becoming a better musician. So it's time to move on from this negativity....