What a disastrous weekend really. Had to tolerate to 2 days of low-level music and I lost my pen(cil). Hopefully it'll be found tomorrow at ACS(B). I think it's not fair to say the music was bad, but the effort put in was just not good enough for me. Haiz ok, me again. Everytime, it's just about me. Screw this man...

This concert will not go into my "performed-repertoire list" that I keep. It's almost like I never played for the SNYO. Shall just move on. I'm not sure if I'll have to tolerate more of such things for the next concert I'm playing. I really hope not. Please guys, put in effort, show you care. Please

Guess I need sleep to cool off. Goodnight world